I was forced into a fight with Okuni because of fairies trapping us. I didn't want to hurt her for that reason, so I lost on purpose if she didn't tell Mutsunokami-san.
[He can't help but laugh at that last line. It is so very like what he keeps saying about Muramasa.]
I understand. Thank you for letting me know. I hope I meet her soon, then.
As for the rest, I think that most people, not just touken danshi, try to keep others from worrying by hiding things. But as you now know, hiding it can be far worse. I hope that you will have more confidence to be straight-forward now. But if you do not feel so, do not worry. It will grow over time.
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And between us touken danshi, I hope that honesty will come without hesitation.
May I ask what happened that you had to make such a promise to Mutsunokami-dono?
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I was forced into a fight with Okuni because of fairies trapping us. I didn't want to hurt her for that reason, so I lost on purpose if she didn't tell Mutsunokami-san.
She told him.
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Although I don't understand the situation well, I know that everyone had their reasons for what they did, including you.
If, despite the troubles, it lead to you and Mutsunokami-dono being more honest with each other, then it is a good outcome.
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If you meet Okuni-san, she is a good person. Don't be fooled.
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I understand. Thank you for letting me know. I hope I meet her soon, then.
As for the rest, I think that most people, not just touken danshi, try to keep others from worrying by hiding things.
But as you now know, hiding it can be far worse.
I hope that you will have more confidence to be straight-forward now. But if you do not feel so, do not worry. It will grow over time.
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(sorry for the late. tying this up-)
Having that will is a strong start!
Keep it up, Honebami-dono.