[He can't help but laugh at that last line. It is so very like what he keeps saying about Muramasa.]

I understand. Thank you for letting me know. I hope I meet her soon, then.

As for the rest, I think that most people, not just touken danshi, try to keep others from worrying by hiding things.
But as you now know, hiding it can be far worse.
I hope that you will have more confidence to be straight-forward now. But if you do not feel so, do not worry. It will grow over time.